I feel like leaving this world and just enjoy the numbness of death. I wont have any sorrows nor will i have any troubles to think about. I won't have to fucking care about exams. I don't have to care about higher authority. I don't care even if i break any rules when im dead; tear my soul, whatever. I don't care anymore. I just want to die. Everything i bloody do is wrong. You correct la. Sis and bro wan go anywhere, wan sleepover nia. Let them. I wan stay and go chalet, you fucking say no, still say Im going overboard by asking to STAY. Considering that you are even HUMAN, doubt you have any feelings. I wonder how you fucking jio-ed mum, bribed her? No wait, your side of the family is too POOR TO BRIBE SOMEONE. You fucking dunno how im feeling right now. Sure my results are not that good, but you have no fucking position to say that they suck considering the fact that you didn't even complete secondary school. So what if you brothers' and sisters' children get better results. I don't give a fucking damn. Stop fucking comparing me with them. I got your fucking noob brains. So blame your fucking education or perhaps the practically non-existant brain cells; Your brain cells can only perform 3 task, breathing and your still noob at it, driving a fucking taxi and scolding. Have you even fucking thought about what a whore you're being. Well THINK. Oh no wait, don't think too hard. Im afraid you'll kill yourself coz u overexert your brains. Fuck shit, stop being a retard. You think you "sole bread winner" can fucking push your weight around arhs? Your bloody siblings oso bo care your mother, you care so much for what. Uncle die le, coffin money all those stuff, still fucking borrow from mum. What kind of MAN ARE YOU? Didn't you think that if you had even bothered to finish your education and not fucking wanting to act cool and dropped out of school, WE WOULDN'T EVEN BE LIKE THAT. Perhaps you could have a more CIVILIZED way of thinking rather than thinking im only hanging out with bad company. If by bad company you mean girls that i like to interact with, YEAHS TOTALLY. BAD COMPANY. I come back late from school nia, you think i go out and go SMOKE? Kanina. Got what fucking proof. I stay back help teacher or go friend's house do project nia still come in my face kpkb. You big size think talk dao so xia lan very pro arh? Get some brains. Brawns aren't EVERYTHING. And come on. Throw my comp downstairs la. People can fucking sue you if it hits their head. Stop thinking like a barbarian. I mean come on, you throw down, your loss. If i fail my exams and stuff due to improper preparation which requires the computer, throw your own face for being a retard in a moment of folly, not mine. I can live with a few red grades in my report book. Adults are so superficial. Want children be the best. Perfect example of kiasu people. Well, NEWS FLASH. We DO NOT WANT TO BE LIKE YOU. We prefer to be more civilised and not have a mindset of "Everything must be top/ Everything must win others". This is the TWENTY-FIRST CENTURY PEOPLE. If he fucking still liddat fine la. I gone see how he fucking react. No doubt have a party to celebrate the passing of an intellect thats higher than his. A perfect sign of retardedness. I don't care what happens to my health or whatever now. I don't mind dying right at this moment. I just want the fucking world to know there are such hypocrites that act in front of relatives and friends about how much they care about their children but behind their backs do the exact opposite and expect us, the innocent children, to swallow it. Dude, you should fucking swallow your pride and ADMIT what you done wrong, especially with that pathetic cranial capacity you have. Even if you see this, your probably cant make heads or tails out of the glamourous english im using. Well, if i die suddenly and you get haunted. TOO BAD. I'll haunt you for life. I swear it upon my life.
And people, I'm moodswinging these few days. So don't fucking bother me. If u suay suay disturb me when im emo-ing, and something inside me snaps, don't blame me for snapping back at you with my paws bared.

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